Last night was one of my favorite nights of the year. To the average person that may sound weird but last night was the academy awards!! i have seen 17  academy awards in my life time. i have gawked over the beautiful gowns, the handsome men in tuxedos, watched the weird photos being taken, the comments being said , the sparkle of the sequins, the bright flash of camera bulbs. it never stops entertaining me. i try every year and watch all the movies that are nominated for the awards just so i can have a good perspective on the ceremony the whole three hours. i think they should have a category for musicals / comedies but for some reason alot of comedic actors dont really get their credit for being so amazing. this year was the first year since the 1930's that a silent film has been made and adored as much. i would like to know why musicals arent recognized as such roses either ... the last musical that i can think of that actually did well and was nominated for an academy award was the musical chicago. i dont know but if you ask me they need to start working on the dance numbers and the scores.
im about to spend the day catching up on my movie watching now. the films i wasnt able to watch before the big show. first on the list extremely loud and incredibly close. a review will be sure to follow

disgruntled human

ok so i honestly am not good at this and for some reason i dont know why but even though i like to blog and i actually find it very helpful i can never freaking remember to do it. urgh commitment what are you gonna do. life has been hard lately im noticing that more and more its becoming difficult. juggling and managing. organizing and stressing. loving and fighting. its so freaking much that sometimes you just wanna be able to take a day off of your life. how do we do that. they make it look so easy in other peoples lives or in the movies its so difficult. i didnt have anything handed to me ya i just lost my job ya i have a crap car no i dont have a degree what else do you want me to say. ive worked for what i have which isnt much but its mine. for how long i dont know not much longer if i dont find a job. things are always on the way up some say but i feel like im always been kicked down the stairs. its ridiculous. i worry all the time i feel like thats the only thing i am able to do and im good at it it is what it is its whats needed and im the one who can deliver. i know im not making sense to those people who read this and have a pretty easy going life style but to those who dont i would like to think you understand and please excuse all the writing errors man if my highschool english teachers could see me now they would freak out . i miss the days of simplicity and i knew what i was gonna do and what i wanted. it seemed possible and i hoped that i was further than i am now but apparently that wasnt in the cards im wondering what is in the cards because i'd like a new hand please maybe a redeal just for god sake no more hits i cant take it. im being rescued from my pitty party soon so hopefully like it did yesterday it will make me feel a little better but who knows maybe it will maybe it wont