new things are happening

ok so now that i have an amazing computer my wonderful boyfriend helped me purchase i will try my best to write more often. i am not really sure who keeps up with this or who even reads this but i really like venting on here it makes my daily troubles seem easier to deal with and easier to solve. so i guess i will just start with i moved into a new apartment an even bigger apartment. i love it my best friend stacia moved in with me and its nice to have a friend around at all times to lean on for some understanding. i switched jobs i now work at macy's department store its cool i work in the kids department so i barely take home a pay check with all the adorable kids clothing and such that i pick up for my sister's children. my relationship with my parents has gotten even better. i love them i really dont know what id do with out them. i mean as a child of someone we always think urgh my parents but i am very lucky to have them. we just passed up halloween which was soooo much fun the kids all dressed up in their costumes is my favorite part they are growing up so fast its unreal they always have such a great time. i remember the days of dressing up and having a great time trick or treating with my brother. i was very happy jeremy was able to celebrate with me. he actually surprised me because his new job takes him out of town quite a bit i thought it would put a strain on our relationship but honestly i love him and im happy we are catching up on our bills and such but i think its bringing us closer i mean its not fun being without him but it makes us even more grateful for the time we have together and it gets hard not being able to talk whenever we want to or just go somewhere and hang out but we work it out we are both very independent people anyway so it kinda gives us a little bit of freedom to do more of what we havent been able to by ourselves or with our friends. he is home for the rest of the weekend and i am really happy about it. i convinced him to get an upgrade to an iphone today he's having fun figuring it all out its funny. things are going well i suppose im happy things are slowly getting better sometimes i still really feel like screaming but it happens to us all i suppose. well i guess until next time......
same bat time same bat channel .....


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a fork in the road

So I said I was going to be better at this ,but I have failed. I don't really know why I can't remember to write on a regular basis. I suppose it may be because not much happens right now.. I mean sure if I don't write for months there is a thing or two but you know what I mean. For instance we finally got Osama Bin Laden... I took a much needed trip to San Antonio but non the less it was a blast. My car has been an adventure as always. My job still is crazy to say the very least (and yet nothing at all to ensure that no one I work with or for will understand the hatred I have with that place ... oops) still waiting for some cosmic answer... or something to just make sense and give me answers.... that has not happened yet obviously. Although I must say my days are happier with the best little people in the world in my life. I mean I don't know I have always loved children but the kids in my family ( maybe its me being bias and that's ok) but they are just the freaking best ever!!!! I really think that God was like I am going to put some extremely AmAzInG kids on earth congrats they are in your family. So they definitely make life interesting and fill it with love. Which I guess is a little greedy to ask for more seeing as I have them but hey a girl can dream... isn't that why we have stars?

Until next time Same Bat Time Same Bat Channel

unsure

I'm waiting for a change. Waiting for something new to happen or maybe just something to fall back into place what that might be I'm not too sure. I wish things would just stay steady and easy going for a while it's just like things get all messed up when life just seems to start working out. I am getting seriously frustrated. I think I'm also to the point where I am going to have to take my own advice and bite the bullet and make some choices soon that may not make people happy but that are going to make my life easier and hopefully make my days easier and i won't have to wake up and be frustrated. There are so many things that I want to do but as of right now I can't see them happening anytime soon because of the fact that work has never been so stressful and life in general seems to love giving me a hard time I suppose I will just have to take a deep breath and hope things will work out soon.